It's a Puzzle to me...

I never saw the day, I'd actually miss children's company.
This is with reference to my two cousins....who are "charming rogues".
I crave everyday to go over to my aunts place just to "be around those kids".
What is so baffling is that, I don't even play with the kids!
I just sit around them, policing them at times, and refusing to lift the smaller one....because he drools!!!!
And YET..... they come running(literallly) everytime they see my face....my detached stance...!!
I was stunned...I still am for that matter.
I bribe the older one with a used to train ticket, to learn a song...!!! And my interaction is prety much restricted to just that!
And YET..... they have the broadest smiles on their faces when they see me!!
I always wondered..why is it that I just cant refrain from going over to my aunts house...
Has my home sickness manifested itself by my constant need to be around "family"
or are my subdued strong sentiments for children associated with my ritualistic "spending 70 rs everyday" act to get here..... I would think the latter!!