Thursday, December 21, 2006

Sidey-ness

For the benefit of a certain someone, who thinks, I am a different person from what my blogs potray to be!....I shall do u a favour...u know who u are!

I shall be indeed grateful to one of my friends, who introduced this very hilarious and entertaining dialect that is extremely addictive... So here it is....the full fledged SIDEYNESS!!

I yam beginning to thing(think) vat eet is dat vee r vonting to ferform. one gent is saying me that i yam being not me, mins, I yam doing differnt writings. Bet(but) i yam so hordly trying to do the understanding to him, but he is not wonly getting yanything.
So i yam doing the trying yagain n yagain...mins...naeow he should be understanding.
I yam jovial ferson..i yam like a flower blossoming and lowing yeverything and yeverybody!
I lowe ferforming singings! And I yam lowing Rajkumar Saar...he is being my guru! He is putting the writings for beautious songs with soofer lyrics ra...
wut eet is...i will say u....
"Lowe me or hate me...kiss me or kill me...or dorling pls to something to me"
i yam lowing this song...and i shall put hopings that u too will!
now i yam not yat all knowing phat to do! so i will do signing off!!
BYE FRANDS!!!!

*ahem ahem*

Merge.....

Today is a mark of two very significant events that has changed my life in every possible way (note the dramatic touch). For one, this is my 4th BLOG ENTRY, which means I have officially crossed the 3 blog entry personal record. Quite a remarkable achievement I must say.

Other than that, I have completed my first semester of my never-ending Msc Clinical Psychology course. I think after years, I could actually sense the excitement in me for having finished my last exam. Is it the relief of not having to spend another sleepless night while I gulp down tins of Red Bull or have I just regressed to my child-like propensity?

The answer lies in my own psyche, for I would wish to think it is an amalgamation of both.

I am relieved…why???

1) I can sleep early.

2) I can look forward to spending time at home.

3) I can eat amazing home cooked food.

4) I can meet my friends.

5) I can sing.

6) I could be nonchalant with time issues.

7) I can watch movies.

8) I don’t have to spend time & money taking photocopies.

I’m invoking my candid, juvenile spirit, which was once suppressed due to unanswerable reasons ….How???

1) I clapped my hands the minute I finished my paper.

2) I literally jumped once I left the exam hall.

3) I busted a lot of money on good food.

4) I ate….I ate well…I ate really well….So well…I managed to skip dinner!

5) I made sure I informed everyone about my exam completion.

6) I spoke gibberish to my mother.

7) I laughed out LOUD.

8) I did a little dance in my head ( I still have 2 left feet)

9) I am still writing blogs ( ;-D)

Now the question still remains, when being the latter actually is so much fun, why does one, more specifically why do I refrain from being that! I guess time alone can tell………

Monday, December 18, 2006

Fussing and Fighting

Today I ended up writing the most dreadful exam in this history of all psychology subjects- Biological Foundations of Behaviour (sounds terrifying???...it is!!!)
Slogging for almost 2 days..learning about the Rostral part of the precentral Gyrus, that contains the pre Motor cortex associated with the Frontal Association Cortex!! (and believe me, this is the easier part).
It was rather hilarious, while me and my friend were all set to finish the portions on time! (I must admit, I did have an ulterior motive.....the DEEP PURPLE SHOW!!!speakin of which, it was brilliant, we stood right in front and towards the end had a bunch of testesterone driven males fight for that one drum stick that was thrown to us....fall on me and ended up tearing my footwear...aah well it was worth it)
I woke up at 9.00 am yesterday, rather early for my standards, as I tend to go on temporary hibernations during vacations! We started flipping through the pages of our text book...and thats when we realized, " There is NO point studying all this!!!" so, we just made things easier and DID not study!!!!and just HOPED we do well the next day!!
The question paper finally arrived...I started laughin, nothing hilarious, just the fact that I didnt know most of the answers. I realized, I was not the only one!!!! Then began my exam and finally finished that!!
And it makes me wonder, is it all worth for just an MSc Degree!!! Am I really going to remember ANYTHING i learnt yesterday!!??!!!! I dare to imagine, what I would be like, the end of 2 years!!!
Needless to say, I am so glad I made it for the DP concert( the smaller things in life I enjoy) and I should Hit myself for even having second thoughts, because of ONE Exam!

Sunday, December 10, 2006

Free Association

One of my works of extreme boredom! So many times, you would want to do everything else but study!!! This is a by product of free association!! i just started writing something.... and this is what it turned out to be! Im sure Freud would have a few interesting interpretation...but lets all just refrain from delving that deep...and hopefully appreciate the mere essence of what is called a POEM! ...... :)

She sits by herself all night,
with stacks of paper on the floor,
A plan she had to soon device,
But in vain, she could think no more.

She picked up the phone and a number she dialled,
to hear a deep hoarse voice,
But suddenly did she hear a cry,
She ran without thinking twice.

Her husband soaked in red blood,
a gory sight she had to see,
Over a wall, a man then jumped,
From a distance she saw..she froze and couldnt scream.

She recognised that dark profile,
he then walked steady and slow,
"oh dear father of mine"
"what urged you to do so"

Finally freedom did she taste
as she dialled the number again,
with a big smile on her face..
"The jobs done"..she exclaimed!!

Saturday, December 9, 2006

Why??

So here I am, yet another victim, who has fallen prey in the hands of this evil technologically advanced mode of “catharsis”, “creative thinking” or lets just say “writing.

Blogs… who in the world came up with that??

Whatever happened to, taking books and scribbling down random thoughts, doodling all over the page, but more importantly, taking that old almost withered book, flipping through the tattered pages, and reading something you wrote…your words (not that someone else would be writing blogs)…but its your handwriting…your WORK OF ART!….And yet we resort to blogging.
November 2002, my friend compelled me to create a blog and write something. I did….its been 4 years now…and I have only 3 entries!!!!!!

And its not like I have not written anything ever since, of course I have…in my little orange book….titled.. “UNTITLED”.

But now the question boils down to “ What on EARTH am I doing here??????”
Blubirdsinging.blogspot.com???????? why???????
Simple… as much as I might Love to be OTHERWISE….I am a conformist!!!!!
Everyone and Anyone has blogs..Heck…even my mother who is not quite the net savvy person has a blog!

Hopefully I would cross the 3 entry record. Until I write again……