Thursday, June 7, 2007

Home away from home????

Wow, I cant believe this month passed by so quickly. I can still remember finishing my Clinical Psych paper and celebrating with some good music and Breezers at Purple Haze with my fellow music enthusiast and now before I know it, I have to start slogging again, Psychopathology and all that jazz.
People said that I would definitely get used to Bangalore and the College and that its just a matter of time! It's been exactly a year now and the animosity is still as strong as ever. Strangely I can adjust, I know that! But I am just surprised at my incapability to do so!
My parents still bear the brunt of me rambling on and on about how
  • I want to quit the course.
  • I dont want to go back to Bangalore.
  • I want to stay home.
But they just dismiss it with a grin, they have faith that I will do justice to the 55,000Rs my father paid every year. Thankfully for my "perseverance" and immense patience I am mentally preparing myself to walk through this year!

It's easier said than done when people say "just one more year". But sometimes one really can't help feeling a particular way however much one might try and question and reason.

There are a lot of things to look forward to...great weather...independence...great concerts(not to mention the free passes)...a family...friends...but whatever said and done...it's NOT home!!!

6 comments:

Anonymous said...

Lol...notice how our latest posts are about the same thing but we have diametrically opposite views?

Sin said...

haha yes yes....i was gonna comment on that!!
i bet if u had taken WCC admission.... our posts would show come similarity ;-)

Anonymous said...

Hehehe...home is where the heart is!

Ranjit Koshi said...

i guess now you know why i prefer delhi over chennai. there is just something about a city that draws you there.

anyway, i'm sure there will be lots of trips home this year. and the Village is always open you know.

Unknown said...

hehe yes...i like delhi too! ;-)
and trips back home....i don think so...i still work on saturdays..i still have tests n all and the village ahem ahem we'l see :-)

Stranger in the mirror! said...

wel u jus echoed ma thoughts in dis one!!
i dont miss home...but this place ..or rathr "college" has actually made me home sic!bleaaaarghhhh!!!